Whoa, how did that happen?
I never thought I’d say those words again.
Who thought I’d get married at fifty (plus)?
Instead of checking “Single,” or “divorced” (if I’m honest—I mean, seriously, who cares?), on doctor’s forms, to selecting “married.”
My CPA called today and asked: You’ll be filing married this year, right? Yikes. I will, won’t I? How will that change things for us?
I’ve gone from introducing Alex as my friend, to my boyfriend, to my fiancé, to my husband. It rolls comfortably off the tongue and still shocks me even as I say it.
Jackie and I used to say: “What is husband doing?” We knew that the man referred to belonged to her. But on our trip there last month, we both tripped up saying that because, who were we talking about?
I Wear Wedding Rings
A lovely diamond and a beautiful band. They look like they were worn on a hand in the 1800s—I love antique jewelry and what Alex picked out is perfect for me.
But for those who’ve known me, I frequently shook my head as women talked about diamonds and said: Eh, not really my thing. Sort of like getting married at fifty. Not my thing.
Yes, they are all (you know who you are) laughing at me and my bling.
We got Married at the Magistrate’s Office
It was, in a word: fun. The magistrate was a trip. Alex’s sister and her husband—always full of humor—were there. And we had a wedding crasher. One friend crashed. I couldn’t have been happier and given the usual state of insanity among our friends, I was surprised she was the only one.
As we waited among the casual ne’er do wells (traffic infractions and the such), we also saw orange jump-suited, shackled hands and feet, worse offenders traipse in and out. And there we were, dressed in our Sunday best. And Patty…she even wore a dress.
Blaise Laratonda called us in with the utmost seriousness and I thought, uh, oh, this is going to be bad. What a showman because once the door was closed behind us, he let the serious mask off and set about putting us at ease and getting to know us and turning what could have been a Vegas-blink-of-an-eye event, into one that still lingers in my mind.
Alex, my poor Alex in his suit & tie, long sleeved shirt, was of course, melting. The a/c was turned down, the ceremony began, our guests took pictures and doled out rings and laughed when we laughed and clapped when he kissed the bride. Me, that is.
I was a bride and happy to be so.
What Makes a Happy Marriage?
Especially when you get married at fifty–or older? You are who you are, how do you blend?
It’s bound to be different for everyone of us as couples form their own unique bonds and blend their personalities. Our relationship is based on humor. Lots and lots—let me say it again—lots and lots of humor. He “gets” me and knows when to take me seriously (hardly ever) and when to laugh at whatever I’m doing (even when it’s cooking by smoke detector). I get him, too. His moods, his rants, his subtle humor that I have to pay attention to or miss.
He slays me. Alex is not a morning person, but from the moment he wakes up until he tucks me in at night, he’s making me laugh. I floor him. I know I got him really good with whatever I did/said, when he goes into silent laugh mode—body jiggling in laughter, but quietly.
To share humor with anyone—to truly, deeply share humor—you have to have a bond of trust between you. I think that’s why the Griffith family events are predominately full of belly laughs, chuckling, and snorts and cackles. We love each other without much boundary or expectation. Acceptance, I guess is the word.
Which leads back to Alex. Will he ever wash the dishes and not involve the countertop, floor and his clothes? Nope. Accepted.
Will I ever actually like to watch “Gears” on a Saturday morning while we sip coffee? Not so much. Accepted.
Happiness Means Support
We are different people. Alex is practical, feet are on the ground, engineer’s brain analyzing and assessing before acting. I’m the writer. My brain is a wild mix of memories, new ideas, and jumping into everything feet first. That’s when I say, dang the water is cold! We support these differences like we support each other’s beliefs and mores.
We are, married at fifty (something–I’m not telling), what we are. Like good wine, I hope we age and become more robustly ourselves over time. But will we change? Unlikely. By now, we are what we are and speaking for myself, I’m happy with both of us.
I’m a wife.
I have a moniker I didn’t think I’d ever have. When Alex introduces me these days, I smile when he says, This is my wife.
Who’d have ever thought we’d come to this point from a friendship started over a decade ago?
Ain’t life grand?
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Hi Rose: I saw this post highlighted at the bottom of your Genoa post. I will comment on that one shortly, but couldn’t resist reading about your marriage to Alex. I had no idea it was such a new marriage! My marriage to Reg was just as you described with Alex — fun! My first wedding, which occurred when I was just 19, was done in the old traditional style in accordance with my father’s wishes. But when Reg and I got married it was all about US! We had a totally FUN wedding in our yard, with a live band and nothing but fun. What a way to start off the life we have led together for the past 22 years of married life plus 5 additional years of testing the water prior to the nuptials. 🙂 Wishing you and Alex all the best.
Doreen, I sure like your approach to a wedding! One of my friends got married in Jamaica with just one couple along. At home, they had a huge party at their grandparents’ farm. I love the relaxed atmosphere of that kind of event. Yep, we sure are still newbies at this, even with knowing each other since 2002!
I found this blog on the bottom of your Nespresso one (by the way, I so want to purchase a Nespresso to make lattes!) I so related to this because it took me forever to feel normal saying I was married. Nobody ever thought I would get married…truly. It feels normal now, but I just had my 5 year anniversary so I guess I should be used to it by now. Oh, and I actually have an antique ring. My diamond is from the earlier 1900s (was my grandmother’s diamond.) Anyway, you and your hubby are cute together.
Erica, I’m so happy you read the “wife” post. Happy Anniversary! We just hit four years, so you are an old timer compared to us. Ha ha. My diamond was also Alex’s grandmother’s–what are the odds? I’m glad that feeling married gets to feel more normal. I still jerk sometimes when Alex introduces me as his wife. Anyone who knew him pre-me would never have predicted him to get married. It is hard work, but if you do what my sister recommended–wake up every day and say: I’ll do this again–then I think we stand a fighting chance of making it last.
The link to this blog popped up when I was reading this week’s blog. Hard to believe it’s going on two years. You survived building a deck during rainstorms, you’ll survive anything 🙂
Third Anniversary this August. Whew! Deck building in the rain, gazebo/canopy building in the rain, what else in the rain? Walking, of course!
I am so happy for you and Alex
Gods Blessings for a happy long life together
Oh Pita Nita, I miss you!
Miss you too! and (Jethro) Alex 🙂
I’ve never crashed a wedding before but I may just make it a habit! How fun and you and Alex are perfect together. Hugs!
I certainly think you should make a habit of it and encourage your friends to do the same! What a hoot!
I love this blog! It is so you- and I see Ryan and myself in your description, as well! We laughed during our ceremony, and he likes to watch Gears on Sunday morning. He is also the analytical numbers-type guy, while I’m the jump in type! (Hence my picking him up from work one day, still in my pajamas, explaining to him that I was going to quit my job and open a salon as his jaw hit the floor!) Laughter is so important. I always think of “Lovin you is fun” by Easton Corbin- check it out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LSTPIUz_QY4
Great song!
I didn’t know that story–of your salon decision. How fun and look how great it turned out (my cut & color from last week are getting rave reviews)! Bravo to being different!
Enduring…I like that word added to your comment, HQ.
I am so happy for the two of you. Diamonds are wonderful, clear, etched, with a bit of sparkle…the perfect stone to represent one’s love and commitment.